We can't stay happy for long, can we? I don't mean I'm unhappy per se, because I am happy in the most inconvenient, unexpected, weird way. I guess that's just me dwelling on the downside of the being away idea speaking. Not ranting here but It's been so long since I went through this whole restructuring ordeal and so sometimes I'm taken by the difficulty especially whenever I get the urge to talk to you but cannot. I'm still adjusting and right now, trying to place emotions in their proper places. Sometimes, it could really get frustrating and sad, to say the least. But it’s a welcome challenge, one that I easily permitted myself to embrace. When I said I am willing to take the risk, I meant plunging in with all what-nots. No I don't wanna doubt; it's not helpful at all. You've earned my trust albeit my not telling you that. But I just want you to remember that this is a two-way traffic, that there are things we have to prove in our own ways so we can survive all things else together. What I have been praying for since Day One, when I had the epiphany, the realization of the fact and its parallel possibilities is for the faith to help me through days like this, for the wisdom to know things so I wouldn't hurt myself, and for the hope that eventually the right time will come.

I made a promise and I have no intention to back out on it. But should I ever break it, I want to make sure that I've taken all means and measures to have prevented myself from doing so. As always, I'm waiting. My point is...I miss you.

Your touch is electric
I felt it the first time you held me
The way we connected
So easily

I've tried to define it
Searched for the perfect phrase
I've tried to describe it
In a million different ways

It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There's only one word for this

I've got to admit it
You took my heart by surprise
Don't know how you did it
But baby, I've never felt so alive

It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There's only one word for this
It's bliss

Hey, you know, baby, know what the future holds
As long as you're here with me

It's joy, it's ecstacy, it's truth, it's destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It's faith, it's honesty, it's life, it's everything
To say "I love you"'s not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It's in your smile, in your kiss
It's the reason that I exist
There's only one word for this
It's bliss

It's bliss

It's bliss